When i was 11 years old i started to have nightmares about my mother. Yes right now my mother helps but in a very superficial way, i still afraid of her because when she gets mad or sad she becomes a very aggressive person.
Many people have asked "Do u love my mother?" and i say no but i do not hate her.
She is always listening to her family witch are the worse people i know in the world.
tonight she had an argue with her boyfriend and thus she is staying in my home, i feel uneasy, like i wanted to go outside and run.
Sometimes i think that she is just pulling down one of my legs stopping to growing up.
My siter really loves her, but maybe because she haven't see the other side of her, that i had the bad luck of know.
God give straight to survive tonight without falling in tears like i did in the afternoon when she came to tell that she had an argue with his boyfriend, please god please.
- Mood:
Nervous - Listening to: Random songs on Itunes
- Watching: anime
- Playing: the guitar?
- Eating: yakisoba
- Drinking: water